After Work Football

Soo all last week I've been putting together a football game between Bob Evans and McDonald's and we did finally play yesterday. Now since I work at both places I wasn't 100% sure what team I would play for but it made more sence to play with Bob Evans because I've played with them every sunday so yeah. Anyways that day half of the people who usually plays with us called off work and never showed up to play. But we did what we could. We had a 15 and 13 year old take some of our usual players place's. We put up a fight in the first 3 touchdowns but then we started getting smoked and we lost 7-3.

thanksgiving

Thanksgiving.....what does it mean now days? Well to me it means its spending time with family and enjoying a variety of foods. All my life my immediate family would go to my Aunt and Uncle's for thanks giving along with my grandparents. This year will be a new expirence with the loss of my Uncle over the summer. Because of that, I don't think this thanksgiving will be as enjoyable as the pass ones.

A bunch of bull.

If you find it inapproiate to use - for foul words then don't read. This is a blog. Blogs are used to vent peoples feelings.

It suprises me how people are in our school, actually then again it doesn't. I like how a simple incident gets turned around into a huge mess because people like to run there mouths. I am referring to the incident with me and Josh V. What happend was I entered the student parking lot at the same speed as everyone else does and proceeded to park in a parking spot. Josh V. and some others we're walking in my direction as I was in the process of parking and ignoured that fact and proceeded in front of me. I CREEPED forward in their direction at maybe 1-2mph. I can't honestly say if I did brush up against him or if I didnt even touch him, but he got pissed off and put 2 dents into my hood. I had no intentions in running anyone over or hitting anyone, I was just trying to park and get to class. THAT IS WHAT HAPPEND.
So all of you people who we're not there or not involved, SHUT THE - UP. All of you saying that I was flying through the parking lot and almost ran him over YOUR FULL OF -. All of you saying that I was being retarded and got what I deserved, SHUT THE -UP. If you cant shut up, then just keep running your mouths, the year is going by fast and Ill be gone soon enough.
I have gone through enough crap already this year and I dont need anymore gay bull- from the people I grew up with. But it just goes to show how people just dont care anymore, and is just another good reason why I cant wait to leave this sorry - town.
Have a great night.

quickkk

Oh man so I almost forgot to do a blog for this week, hopefully this is just in time. So today worked sucked. We got smoked in dishes. Yesterday was a breeze. Friday was sweet, I went to a car meet in toledo, anyone thinking "gahh enough of cars" SHUT UP! go do something with your life. so yeah. thats about it.

+1 For Bowling

Well last night I subbed on my dad's bowling team and established an average. I thought I was going to do horrible compared to the others because their averages were around 180-250ish and mine last year was usually around like 110-120ish but I suprised myself and my dad. My first game I bowled a 190 I felt pretty good after that but it went downhill from there. Second game I bowled a 157 then down to my average in the 3rd game with a 121. So I came out with a 156 average :) last year I had like a 90 lol. Well thats about it.

The World Moves On.

Well right now I am faced to deal with a lot of major stuff in my life. This is not a cry for sympathy or w/e. I just need to release some of this energy inside of me. I know death is apart of life and you just have to deal with it. But I'm finding it hard to deal with everything else. I am a senior this year, I have to start planning where I'm going after high school, I have to deal with moving away from home and moving away from the people I have grown up with. Added to all of that my Uncle Phil passed away just before school started. This man was an inspiration to me. We (my family) would me my Aunt and Uncle every friday at Chaps. We are very close as a family which makes it hard to let go. My Uncle spent his whole life since he was 17 fighting kidney complications and living his life to the best he could. He was a true hero to me. I just cant stand the fact that he won't be around anymore. I'm so used to seeing him nothing feels the same anymore. It also kills me to know that he's not going to be there to see me graduate. I also breaks my heart to see my Aunt sometimes, knowing that she comes home at night to be alone and have no one to talk to. To add to all of that my Grandma has cancer. My Grandma is my Dad's mom and my Aunt's mom. Which makes me feel twice as bad for my Aunt. I mean, how devastating can that be? To lose your true love and then your mother? We as a family have been having a Sunday dinner for the past 6 weeks. It's getting to the point where I can't go to it. Ive been wathing my Grandma deteriate. She has been slowly wasting away before my eyes and I can't do a thing about it. It's hard for her to move around, she never feels good and she just looks if she could just go. She never really smiles anymore and for the last 2 months or so I havent heard her laugh. The Dr.'s say that she has about 6months-1 yr and that was a month ago. But after watching how much she has changed the past 6 weeks, I dont think its even going to be another 2 months. Now back to what I said at the beginning of all of this: Death is apart of life, you just have to deal with it. This is A LOT to deal with it and to accept. The world is moving on quickly and everything around me is just turning into memories. Its been hard but Ive been taking life day by day and keeping my head up but ever since my Uncle died, the world around me has not been the same. It's like home doesnt feel like home anymore.

Misconception

Yesterday, October 10, 2007, we we're required to leave our votech classroom at 11:15 a.m. and be in out 5th hour classroom at 11:40, that is not logically possible. I and several other students drive to votech. I carpool with a buddy of mine. We knew we we're going to make it by 11:40 driving the posted speed limit, be we drove it anyways because thats the law. We pulled into the high school parking lot at 11:40. We went to our lockers and I make a 2 minute phone call, because I forogt my wallet and Vo-Tech. We entered our 5th hour class which was AC. Our teacher approached us:

It went something along this way.

Teacher: "where have you guys been?"
Me: "we just got in the parking lot at 11:40"
Teacher: "your suppose to be in HERE at 11:40"
Me: "well thats not happening"

At this points the teacher loses there temper and starts screaming at me.

Teacher: "you dont tell me whats happening and whats not happening"
Me: "I wasn't, It just cant work that way"
Teacher " you cant tell me what will work and what will, go to the office!"

I am very angry at how this teacher acted and didn't give me time to fully explain. It was very un professional.

WE DO NOT STOP ANYWHERE WITH THE 25MINUTES WE HAVE TO GET BACK TO CLASS. It is a straight drive front point A to point B and barely making it on time.

Life Pt. 1.

Alright, so I thought about it and have decided to write an actual blog. This will probably be a 2 part series or more, hence the title. So moving forward.

Warning: Thoughts may not be correctly worded right or sencted right due to excessive thoughts on this issue.

Alright well I'll start this series with something that has been bothering me for about 4 years now. Four years ago, I met this girl at a campground. We would spend 1 week together, and still today, was the best week of my life. She was the first girl that I actually liked and she liked me back. How perfect is that? Go camping, meet a lovely girl, you like her, she likes you, perfect isnt it? Nope. The problem was she lived/lives around 120 miles away. Relationship wouldn't work and expecially at that current age of 13. Well that was 4 years ago, and yet I still find myself having these feelings. I see her once a year if that, I talk to her occasionally online, and rarely on the phone, yet I have these feelings? I don't understand it all. I don't understand why fate or w/e put her so far away, I don't understand why I still have these feelings, it all seems like a stupid game. I have had 2 girlfriends since, and both we're failures. Yet theres a perfect one thats just out of reach. It just seems like I have absoloutly no luck down here and I'm constantly reminded that I have some luck but I just cant take advantage of that opportunity because it's to far away.. Im not sure if this is making any sence right now but bear with it. I know there is no real good reason to keep these feelings, I mean really for what reason should I even have these feelings. Its been 4 years. She lives to far away, I doubt she feels the same way anymore, I just dont understand why. Gahh. That is all for now.

Sooo blog #2

So my weekend was quite boring. It didn't have anything to offer at all. I basically got up Saturday and Sunday morning and went to work. So yeah, my weekend was pretty boring.

I don't know.

I'm not quite sure on what to blog about right now so I'll try again later.